New bra- better photos later :) I just feel so soft in the morning that I love taking pictures!

Of course! I’d love to help out. I’m currently in retirement but I had a lot of fun and if my current plans don’t work out it’s definitely what I’ll go back to. Send me any/all questions!

1. Last hug : Civilian
2. Last phone call : my best friend
3. Last text message : my therapist
4. Last song you heard : Fighters- Lupe Fiasco and Matthew Santos
5. Last time you cried : I don’t remember.

HAVE YOU EVER
6. Dated someone twice : nope
7. Been cheated on : not that I’m aware of
8. Kissed someone and regretted it : yes
9. Lost someone special : yes
10. Been depressed : diagnosed as such but idk
11. Pulled an all-nighter : like once 

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS
12. purple
13. turquoise
14. pink

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU
15. Made a new friend : yes
16. Fallen out of love : yes
17. Laughed until you cried : yes
18. Met someone who changed you : yes
19. Found out who your true friends were : I already knew
20. Found out someone was talking about you : nope but I don’t really spend time with people who aren’t close friends 
21. Kissed anyone on your friends list : I’m going to assume this means fb friends because tumblr doesn’t have a friends list… so yes 

YOUR LIFE
22. How many people on your friend list do you actually know : all of them
23. How many kids do you want : 1
24. Do you have any pets : no
25. Do you want to change your name : not really
26. What did you do for your last birthday : dinner and then drinks with my friends
27. What time did you wake up today : too late
28. What were you doing at midnight last night : being with my boyfriend
29. Name something you cannot wait for : being done with everything in school
30. Last time you saw your mother : I’m at her house now!
31. What’s one thing you could change about your life : I’d like to be able to survive on less sleep because I don’t want it to be less busy but I’d like to be less frantic
32. What are you listening to right now : silence. It’s amazing. 
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : haha yep! 
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now : no one
35. Most visited web page : jezebel or thoughtcatalogue or hulu
36. What’s your real name : a secret!
37. What’s your nickname : I have a few
38. Relationship status : secretly in love
39. Favorite animal : dolphins
40. Male or female: cis woman
44. Write w.e you want here : 
45. Long or short : long hair 
46. Height : 5’7
47. Do you have a crush on someone : yep! 
48. What do you like about yourself : I guess my dedication
49. Piercings : ears
50. Tattoos : none
51. Righty or lefty : righty 

FIRSTS
53. First piercing : ears
54. First best friend : 
55. First sport you joined: ballet!
56. First vacation; somewhere in Canada

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating : no
60. Drinking : no
61. I’m about to : watch law and order svu
62. Listening to : nothing
63. Waiting for: tomorrow at 5pm

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids : just one
65. Get married : to the right man 
66. Career : ruling the world, duh

WHICH IS BETTER

—- wait like on me or on boys? I’ll answer on boys :)
67. Lips or eyes : lips
68. Hugs or kisses : hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or younger : older
71. Romantic or spontaneous : romanticcc
73. Sensitive or loud : neither? like, cognizant of my thoughts and emotions but also able to be funny or loud or whatever
74. Hook up or relationship : relationship

HAVE YOU EVER
76. Kissed a stranger : yep, kind of my job haha 
77. Stole for someone : no
78. Lost glasses/contacts; regularly
79. Hurt yourself : yes
80. Broken someone’s heart : yeah but I didn’t know at the time
82. Been arrested : lol no thank god
83. Turned someone down : yes
84. Cried when someone died : yes
85. Fallen for a friend : BIG time

DO YOU BELIEVE IN
86. Yourself : yes
87. Miracles : no
88. Love at first sight : no
89. Heaven : no
90. Santa Clause : I wish!
91. Kiss on the first date : my rule is not to if we’re drunk
92. Angels : lol no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY
94. Had more than one boy/girlfriend at a time : never!
95. Did you sing today : yes
96. First person in your contacts : Aaron
97. If you could go back in time , how far would you go ? : I think it would depends on the rules of this time traveling game
98. The moment you would choose : Again it depends
99. Are you afraid of falling in love; absolutely

when we’re making out naked where he rubs his cock up and down my pussy while I’m wet. It’s like dry humping, but so much more intense, because the tip is so fucking close to going inside me. I honestly go weak just thinking about it. I’m not even at all horny right now and it sends like bolts of electricity throbbing through me. Anyway, last night we were so close and he pushed inside of me (and I definitely pushed back to make it deeper, don’t worry!). It was just one thrust without a condom but now I have to go get Plan B :/. I’m not trying to risk pregnancy. I’m telling you, I have no inhibitions around that man. He can get it whenever he wants. I think I’m in love?

I need to keep this in mind about Civilian.

and I haven’t freaked out about the status of Civilian’s and my relationship. This is fantastic! Either I’m maturing or we’re getting better- probably the maturity thing because to be honest every panicking moment I’ve had thus far has been completely unreasonable. I slept over last night and we studied and then snuggled (!!! :) ) and had sex and snuggled and had sex, etc. I didn’t want to leave this morning- I never want to. And I don’t think he wanted me to leave.

I’m really falling for this man.

My hilarious Saturday afternoon chilling outfit. PS, I washed my hair yesterday for sure even though it looks like that…

it goes straight to my clit. Literally, I feel like someone is rubbing my pussy. I’m literally wet.

WTF?! What kind of psychological shit do I have going on about vodka??

Also, now I’m horny. 

PS don’t judge about shots this early at home in pjs…